What Should I Blog About???????????????

I started this blog in an attempt to educate the world wide web users about saving money, stay at home jobs, etc.  As I began my research I realized everyone does that.  I also think it's a little boring.  I always have so many ideas in my head about what I want to do.  I want to start a non profit school for children with special needs.  I would like to start blog selling my wonderful crafts.  Hahaha.  The joke there is I can't sew. I have tried making jewelry and lets just say that didn't work out to well.  I have no artistic abilities. Well, maybe I should blog about cooking.  Oh, that's right I can't cook.  I love to write, but I want this blog to appeal to many different types of people.

Haven't you ever wanted to do something that would have a lasting impact?  That is who I am.  Let me give you a little back ground on me.  I was never a great student.   I was more worried about social activities instead of studies.  When our parents said good grades were important man they weren't lying.  I finally got my stuff together at 26 and went back to college.  In the beginning of my 3rd semester I found out that I was pregnant.  I started having complications with my pregnancy and dropped out.  I had every intention of going back. (That's what they all say, right)  However,when my son was born he was diagnosed with 1p36 deletion syndrome. (I'll come back to that a bit later)  Needless to say, my life was turned upside down.  I have been a stay at home mom ever since. I did have a small hiatus when my son Josh was in 1st grade.  I had the opportunity to work for his school.  A non profit school for children with special needs.  I was the community relations person. In other words I asked the community for money.  I did okay, but I had alot to learn.  He only had the opportunity to attend the school for a year, but I knew I wanted a school like that for Josh.  In the past year we have moved to a different state, my son's father and I have separated, and I can't find a job to work around my hectic schedule. I am just trying to figure out what the hell to do with my life.

I am starting over at the age of 35.  I will figure it out.  I am a single mom of a child with special needs.  It is all up hill.  I have always been a climber and I can't wait to see what is on the other side of the mountain.  I am just wondering how long it will take to see the view.  Cheesy, huh.